FOREWORD
 ON DECEMBER 10, 1982, THE FAMOUS STEEL PIER IN ATLANTIC CITY, New Jersey was destroyed by fire. The pier, with its music hall, exhibitions, world-class entertainment—and, yes, a diving horse— had been a tourist staple and the crown jewel of the Atlantic City Boardwalk for almost a century before the first casino was built.

To this day, the actual circumstances behind the fire remain a mystery… 


DECEMBER 7, 1982
ATLANTIC CITY, NJ

Chapter 1
THE FIRST ONE TO GO DOWN
 
—IS THE PIMPLY-FACED GANGBANGER IN THE LEATHER JACKET. ONE second, he’s laughing with his crew, getting off on how scared I look, and how Corinne’s just gone and passed out at my feet. The next, he gets grabbed from behind and yanked into the shadow of one of the big steel pilings, the move so sudden and swift that it almost seems like a magic trick.

A moment later, Pimples screams. 

A moment after that, his body gets tossed out from behind the piling as if he were a rag doll instead of 160 pounds of wiry muscle. He flips end over end and lands with a loud thump in the sand. There he writhes, groaning and clutching his face with both hands. Despite the patchwork of shadows beneath the pier, there’s no mistaking the blood.

His face has been slashed.

Wait. Did I say “slashed?” Well, that’s wrong. 

His face has been all but peeled away, like an apple skin.

And the whole thing took maybe five seconds.

For several more seconds, nobody moves. Not me. Certainly not poor out-of-it Corinne. And not the three other bangers encircling us, either.

They’re all in their late teens or early twenties, stoned out and itching to hurt somebody. A teenage girl like me coming out here was foolish, plenty foolish. But bringing my nine-year-old foster sister along cranked “plenty foolish” up to “outright stupid.” While being under Steel Pier at midnight wasn’t exactly safe at the best of times, running into these dudes was the kind of boatload full of bad luck that could rachet “outright stupid” all the way up to “stone dead.”

Except, suddenly, that boatload of bad luck had turned on the tide.

“What happened to you, man?” one of the bangers yells. He stares at his homeboy, who’s still wailing piteously. Then, realizing that Pimples has got nothing to say just now, he looks fearfully around. He’s still
clutching an open butterfly knife, the one he planned to use to cut away my coat and clothes to “get a peek at the candy.”

Another of the gang yells out a stream of cusses that would have had Aunt Kell grounding me for sure. Then this third dude draws a gun—a snub-nosed .38 revolver—from inside his coat. He starts waving it around, scanning the gloom for a target. 

A figure emerges from behind the pillar.

He’s still bathed in shadow, but I get the impression of old clothes, mismatched and well-worn—a mixed bag of dumpster pickings from behind a thrift store. Most of it looks tattered, little more than rags. He’s not a particularly big dude, and his shoulders are pretty slim. But, for all that, there’s something about him—a “presence”—that’s hard to overlook. It seems to run through the air like electricity.

Oh, and he’s holding an enormous bloody knife.

“Who the hell are you?” Butterfly demands.

“Who cares?” Thirty-Eight adds. Then with another imaginative cuss, he fires. The muzzle flash is blinding and the noise deafening, bouncing off the concrete underside of the pier and momentarily drowning out the surf’s constant rumble. 

But when the noise and flash subside, the figure’s gone. Not dead.

Not shot. Just gone.

Only now, something sticks out the front of Thirty-Eight’s chest, jutting through his coat. It takes me a moment to get what it is—the point of a knife. His knife. Rag’s knife. It’s got a long blade of black metal that gives back none of the lamplight leaking under the pier from the nearby Boardwalk. The blade’s darkness is so complete—so perfectly empty— that it almost looks like a triangular bit of Thirty-Eight’s chest has been somehow erased. 

But the truth is way simpler.

The banger’s been impaled from behind.

I try to scream, but I can’t seem to make a sound.

Thirty-eight’s eyes roll up inside his head. He topples over, revealing Rags, who leans down and smoothly pulls his knife out of the banger’s back.

My mind reeling, I take in the raggedy man’s moth-riddled wool coat and the heavy hood he’s wearing that completely conceals his face. I can’t tell anything about him. I can’t even say for sure it’s a “him.”
Two gangbangers remain. One is Butterfly, who’s taken to bobbing and weaving in a way that I guess is supposed to look badass. The knife he’s waving is hilariously small compared to the one Rags wields. Nevertheless, the dude does his best to compensate.

“Back off, man!” he screams. “I’ll cut you! I’ll cut you wide open!” Rags doesn’t reply.

The last banger, the youngest of them, who hasn’t said a thing so far—and who didn’t seem all that psyched about joining in his homeboys’ rape/murder party in the first place—just stares. 

Then he turns and runs face-first into a steel piling.

Sounds dumb, I know, but it’s easier to do in the dark than you’d think. He staggers back from it, moaning and cupping his palms over what’s got to be a broken nose. Then he drops to his knees in the sand.

Butterfly apparently sees this as an opening and charges forward, yelling like an Apache in one of those old John Wayne movies Uncle Nick likes to watch. His knife is raised, his eyes wild from dope, desperation, and a double-sized portion of fear.

Rags kicks him—hard. 

He does it like it’s nothing, just lifts his foot, wrapped in an army boot that looks about fifty years old, and drives it straight into Butterfly’s sternum. The gangbanger’s Apache cries downshift into an agonized wheeze as he doubles over and then goes flying. Three feet. Six feet. Nine.

Jesus, how strong is this dude?

Butterfly’s body slams into a piling—the same one that Pimples’ was pulled behind—with terrific force. Despite the surf and the sound of Broken Nose’s nasal sobs, I hear the dude’s ribs crack. He manages a kind of broken wheeze before he drops to the sand, either out cold or close enough for it not to matter.

I try to scream again. Nothing. I try to move. Can’t. I want to throw myself over Corinne’s body. She’s still unconscious, though how the girl—this sweet, precious little girl—can stay fainted through all this noisy carnage is beyond me. I’m not even sure what good I’d be doing, shielding her like that. I mean, this dude’s knife is more like a machete, easily long enough to pin us both to the dunes.

But she’s my foster sister, and I have to do something!

Except I can’t freakin’ move!

Fortunately, the raggedy man isn’t interested in us. Instead, his attention turns toward the only remaining banger.

Despite his whimpers and obvious pain, Broken Nose is doing his best to crawl away.

“Abby?”

It’s Corinne. When I glance down at her, her eyes have opened. She sounds groggy, disoriented.

“Shhh!” I hiss.

“Abby? Where are you?”

I start to reply. But before I can get the words out, I hear footsteps in the sand behind me—light, almost silent—and my heart freezes up. I glance over my shoulder. I don’t want to. It’s more reflex than conscious thought. After all, if Rags has decided it’s my turn, there’s probably not much I can do about it, and something tells me I’d rather not see it coming.

But it’s not coming, at least not yet.

Instead, the raggedy man walks past us, slow and with an eerie grace, almost close enough to touch. He doesn’t even glance at Corinne or me but instead approaches Broken Nose. The last banger is still crawling, but when he sees what’s coming after him, he manages to scramble to his feet and stumble desperately forward, making for the open beach beyond the pier.

He doesn’t get there.

Rags explodes into motion, a patchwork blur that tears up the sand, dodging one piling after another. Then, leaping up and vaulting smoothly sideways off a third, he pivots in mid-air and lands less than a foot in front of Broken Nose.

Dude’s a freakin’ acrobat!

Broken Nose shrieks and tries to backpedal, but he’s nowhere near fast enough. A grimy fist snaps out, cobra-quick, catching the banger’s coat and pulling him up and off his feet like he weighs nothing.

Broken Nose starts wailing.

“Please…” he stammers. “Please don’t …I didn’t hurt nobody! I don’t even know those guys!” He covers his bloodied face with trembling hands and sobs.

I don’t blame him a bit.

For several long seconds, Rags just studies the dude. Then, as I watch, he slowly raises his knife.

And before I even realize I’m going to, I yell, “No!”

To my surprise—scratch that, astonishment—Rags stops. He tilts his head past the banger he’s so easily holding up and looks at me from under his cowl.

My mouth goes dry.

Even so, I steel myself and say, “Please. Enough.” 

He seems to consider a little longer. Then he drops Broken Nose, who lands hard in the sand, blood spraying across his already messedup face. But, for all his terror, he’s no fool, and he’s up and running a moment later. Okay, maybe “staggering” is a better word, but at least he’s getting away—abandoning his homies, sure. But getting away.

And Rags is letting him.

The whole fight, start to finish, lasted maybe forty-five seconds. Now, around us, one dude’s dead, one’s broken and unconscious, and one’s sobbing and trying to keep his face attached.

My breath catches as Rags comes toward us. My first instinct is to run. But it’s like my legs are rooted in the sand. The best I can do is try to twist my body and put myself between him and Corinne. I’m only partway successful.

“Abby?” Corinne asks again.

“Shut up,” I murmur. Shouting doesn’t seem like the smart move right now.

Rags stops about four feet away, looking at me with eyes I can’t see. Under his hood, his features are a complete void, the shadows so deep that there might as well be nothing there at all. 

I swallow, looking at the blade. Rags clutches it tightly in his right fist, which is mostly buried inside the long, wide sleeve of his ratty wool coat. I can’t even tell the color of his skin. 

For the first time, the smell of him hits me. Coffee grounds, urine, mildew, and rotting food. It’s almost like he’s made of trash!

Then he speaks.

It’s the first time he does, and his voice sends the mother-of-all-chills down my spine. It’s raspy, like fingernails on a blackboard, and hard to listen to. It seems wrong, not quite human, and just the sound of it sets my teeth on edge. It doesn’t help that his words are bullshit.

“Vanyan sòlda.”

I almost reply, “What?” But then I catch myself. The last thing I want to do is strike up a conversation with this head-case.

He raises his hand, not the knife hand, but the other one, his left hand. When he points, I get a quick glimpse of his skin. Except I don’t. What I see is totally caked with grime, oil, and sand. I still can’t tell what color he is. But it’s not a big hand. That much I’m sure about. 

With one finger, he points up the beach, the way we came, toward the same set of stairs that Corinne and I used to get here.

He’s letting us go.

With a ton of effort, I gulp down what little spit I’ve still got. Then, glancing around one last time at the carnage, I whisper, “Thanks.”

For a long moment, Rags doesn’t respond. Then his head nods ever so slightly.

And he’s gone.

I don’t mean he leaves. I don’t mean he runs off, cat-quick like I’ve seen him do. I mean, he just kind of vanishes. Like a ghost.

Seeing it turns me cold in a way the December midnight air can’t explain.

My heart’s going wild, and I’m sweating. 

Can you be freezing and sweating at the same time?

Seems you can.

“Abby?” Corinne says. She pulls herself weakly up to a sitting position. “Where’d you go?”

“I’m right here,” I tell her, a little irritably. Is she blind? I think, immediately feeling bad about it. Corinne’s not brave. She never has been. Fainting was like her go-to response when the bangers surprised us— not much of a defense mechanism, but the only one she’s got. Besides, maybe she hit her head when she dropped. There are all kinds of things in the sand beneath the pier: rocks, discarded chunks of concrete, broken beer bottles, and worse stuff.

I’ll have to check her for cuts or bumps—once we find some light.

“It’s cool,” I tell her. Then, finally, I get moving. “Keep your eyes closed,” I say, reaching down and taking her hands. “Don’t look around. You hear me, pumpkin?”

Corinne doesn’t argue. She just lets me pull her up. Then she hugs me, hard and desperate. I hug back. Nearby, the Atlantic Ocean roars and crashes.

Moving in slow, halting steps, I lead my foster sister away from the bodies and toward the somewhat safer Boardwalk, our little midnight adventure cut short.

I could say that’s how the whole thing started.

I could, but I’d be lying.

​That’s just where I’ve decided to start telling it.
 

On June 1, 2021, my ninth published novel was released by eSpec Books.

DRAGONS is a science fiction YA thriller that puts a new twist on the "dragons" mythos. His whole life, 18-year-old Andy Brand has been taught to hide his true self from everyone around him, for his own safety, and that of his Kind. But all the pretending in the world can't shield him from powerful people who already know what he is...and what he can do.

Kidnapped and pushed beyond his limits, Andy comes out blazing.

However, all is not as it seems and he soon finds himself struggling to navigate a maze of lies, otherworldly wonders, and deadly betrayals that will test not just his power, but his courage and intellect as well.

For lives are at stake, and only a Dragon can save them...

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This one was a lot of fun to write, in no small part because some of the main characters are named for my kids!  If you're into an exciting adventure with strong characters that Publishers Weekly dubbed an "ambitious genre-bender," I hope you'll give it a shot. You can find it on Amazon, Barnes & Noble, and elsewhere in paperback and ebook formats.

But, just to get the juices flowing, here's the first chapter for FREE!

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ONE – Day 1 

I wake up with a start, thinking three things in rapid succession.

First: This is a weird dream.

Second: Wait a sec. This doesn’t feel like a weird dream!

Third: Oh… furk.

My mom wouldn’t approve of that last one.

With a gasp, I sit up on the mattress.

I’m wearing an orange jumpsuit. On my feet are these little white gum-soled canvas pull-ons, without a doubt the ugliest shoes I’ve ever seen. Don’t ask me why, but it’s those pull-ons that tip me from “confused” to “scared.” But when I look around, “scared” ratchets up to “terrified,” and my stomach tries to crawl right up my throat.

I’m in some kind of futurey-looking cube, maybe twelve feet to a side.

Glowing squares in the ceiling cast an artificial light that makes the flat gray walls look, if possible, even flatter and grayer. Nearly every inch of every surface, ceiling and floor included, is made up of featureless metal tiles.

There’s no door, no windows, and no furniture. In fact, the only things in the room, besides the foam mattress, are a square pedestal sink and a somewhat shorter, square toilet. No soap, no towel. Both the sink and john look like they’re made of the same gray tiles as the walls.

I climb to my feet, half-expecting something bad to happen when I do. 

When nothing does, I try the sink faucets. The water’s cold. I cup some in my palms and drink. It tastes clean. In fact, it tastes almost too clean. Sterile. That doesn’t make a lot of sense to me, but it’s the impression I get.
The toilet works—well, like a toilet. No answers there. With no towel in evidence, I dry my hands on the legs of my jumpsuit.

Above the sink is a small mirror. Except it’s not really a mirror, just a rectangular grouping of those same square tiles. Only these are polished somehow so that they show me my own reflection.

More futurey weirdness.

My complexion’s sallow, the way I get when I spend too much time playing vid games. If this was home, my mom would be all over me with epithets like, “You’re not getting enough rest!” and “You’re not getting enough sun!” I once considered asking her if she wanted me to take long afternoon naps in the backyard. 

But, as I recall, I kept that particular snark to myself.

Where are my folks? 

Do they know I’m missing? They must, and are probably crazy with worry, even crazier than most parents would be in such circumstances, given—everything.

My heart’s hammering and the sweat on my face and hands has nothing to do with the temperature. A part of me wants to lay back down on the palette, curl up into a ball, and—well—hide.

Instead, I say aloud, trying not to sound scared, “Okay, what’s the deal?”

I don’t expect an answer.

Which is probably why a shock shoots up my spine when I get one.

“You’re in no danger.”

I don’t scream. Honestly, I don’t.

But I do whirl around, searching for the source of the voice. It sounds mechanical, disguised. That could be a good thing. If my captors don’t want me to be able to ID them, then maybe they don’t intend to murder me after they get the ransom.

You know…the ransom my folks can’t afford to pay.

Except a ransom motive is only the best-case scenario.

Questions tumble through my mind, lots of them. I pick the most obvious. “Where am I?”

The reply is both immediate and unhelpful. “Safe.”

“Great,” I say. The voice seems to come from everywhere at once. I can’t even tell if the speaker’s male or female. “Not what I asked, though.”

“All your questions will be answered eventually. Are you hungry?”

“No.” Though I am.

“Thirsty? We can do better than tap water.”

“No.” Though I am.

“Then what are you?”

“Pissed off.”

“This must all be very confusing.”

“Confusing? You furking kidnapped me!”

No immediate response. So, I wait, trying to ignore the twist in my gut.

“All this is for the greater good. Soon, everything will be explained to you.”

“Why not now? Doesn’t look like I’m going anywhere.”

“Not quite yet.”

“Listen, if you’re looking for a ransom, you snatched the wrong kid.”

“We know exactly who we ‘snatched.’ You’re Anthony ‘Andy’ Brand, eighteen-year-old senior at Haddonfield High School in New Jersey, Class of 2099.”

My mouth goes dry. “If you know all that, then you know that my folks aren’t anything like rich!”

“We’re not interested in money, Andy. But we’ll address that later. For now, I’d like you to do something for me.”

Here it is. The big ask. Will they demand that I strip naked? Could all this be some kind of perv party? I can’t spot a vidcam, but they know I just used the sink, so they must be able to see me. Besides, they changed me into this jumpsuit, which means they’ve already seen my junk.

Unfortunately, bad as a sexual angle would be, there are worse possibilities.

“What kind of something?” I ask, trying to sound more impatient than scared.

I hear a gentle swoosh from above. I glance up in time to see something drop out of a square hole in the ceiling and land at my feet. A moment later, a tile slides over the hole and blends in with the rest, indistinguishable.

Do all these tiles move?

Warily, I look down at a crumpled piece of paper.

I reach for it.

“Don’t bother. It’s blank.”

“Then what’s it for?” I ask, though I know. Of course, I know.

“I want you to burn it.”

My stomach lurches.

“What?”

“I want you to burn the paper,” the voice repeats tonelessly, as if reciting the time of day.

“I…don’t understand.”

“You understand perfectly, Andy. I’m aware of the rules of your people, but these are extraordinary circumstances. As far as any potential damage goes, these walls have an extremely high heat tolerance. Believe me when I say that there’s zero risk.”

“Believe me when I say that I don’t care.”

“I can appreciate that. However, we do need to see it.” 

“See what?”

“See you burn that wad of paper.”

“Okay. Fine. Whatever. But you’re going to have to give me a lighter.”

Silence.

“Or, I don’t know, a match?”

“I was really hoping you wouldn’t play this game.”

I look balefully around, struggling to seem genuinely confused. “I don’t know what you want from me!” I whine. It’s a good whine, one of my all-time best. “How am I supposed to start a fire without even a lousy match?”

“I’m disappointed, though I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised.”

I do a dance of exasperation. I scowl. I huff. I throw up my hands, putting all the “What the furk do you expect me to do?” into it as I can.

“Burn the paper, Andy.”

“How?”

“Burn it.”

“I can’t!”

“Of course, you can, and we both know it.”

With a frustrated cry that I think sounds genuine, I kick the wad of paper into a corner of my cell. “I don’t know who you are, but you’re a lunatic!”

“All right. Obviously, this was too much too soon. Let’s try again later.”

“What? Furk later! I want to go home!”

“The fastest way for that to happen is for you to cooperate.”

“How can I cooperate when what you’re asking doesn’t make any sense?”

“Why don’t you get some rest? I suggest you lay down on the pallet. I don’t want you to get hurt when the vector takes effect.”

“The what?”

“Lay down. For your own sake.”

“I’m not doing anything for you! I don’t know what any of this is about, but I want nothing to do with it!”

“Your call, I suppose.”

A moment later, the world starts spinning. Alarmed, I try to steady myself. I can’t. Whatever’s happening to me happens fast. Darkness closes in. As it does, a single horrific understanding wracks my already overtaxed brain.

They know! My God… they know what I am!

Then I hit the floor hard and stay there.